The fact that my body can’t stay awake without Adderall is of concern to me. I can’t sleep during class so I essentially have to take the stuff until I graduate.

People tell me I’m the exact same when I’m on it, but things just don’t feel right in my head.

I’m trying to get through this mental block by eating more/healthier food, and also exercising every day.

I also have to make a conscious effort to participate more in class, and maybe even talk to a few people.

I think too much.